I got couple of guys on my heels so why can't I get over this loser? Why does cuteness affect me like kryptonite to Superman or bar dancing to girls with low self-esteem?

eenov1181: did you get your stuff back from #2?

AbsolutNatalie: hahah hell ya. he had my bra in a Winn-Dixie bag. it's weird seeing a very nice expensive bra in a grocery bag.

AbsolutNatalie: i have a penchant for potheads. alcoholics, not so much

eenov1181: i lean twds the alcoholics: but i drink alot too so i dont really notice

I stand by what I have said all along. The new Green Day album is like a punk version of old school Beatles tunes.

YAY! The affair has been immortalized on Points in Case! Check out May 11, 2005 quotes.

If any of yall are wondering what has been making me so emotional and crazy lately it is because of several things. Let me list the ways because you know I love my lists.

1. just started birth control
2. started a new diet
3. started running
4. commited myself into a shitty "dating" relationship
5. broke up with shitty "dating" relationship
6. tried to get back together in shitty "dating" relationship
7. got dumped by shitty dater
8. going on a date with a new guy
9. going on dates with another guy
10. Parker is shitting everywhere in retaliation
11. my brother is MIA, seriously
12. finding a place to live in California permanently...or at least for the next five years
13. drinking every Friday, Saturday and sometimes Thursday and Sunday
14. getting tooth surgery
15. making out with randoms
16. having friendship problems with drama queens
17. preparing to move across the country and saying bye to everyone I know in NC. I think that's the kicker.

I want to leave North Carolina with a bang and I am not dealing with my sadness properly. Instead, I am screwing up every relationship I have, drinking myself silly, and trying to meet as many cute guys as possible so I can just get rid of them when I leave and not have to deal with actual breakups.

Wanna go on a date?

I am sad and it's my fault.

Hm..my drama isn't worth it to #2. My drama is interesting and it makes life fun, damnit! :P