scarf in chinese

i cried watching a cantonese tv show that's like a chinese remake of full house. the brother and sister were fighting and the girl got jealous because the brother was dating a girl who made him a scarf and he seemed to prefer the scarf to this book she bought for him. it was soo dramatic!

ET phone home

i dont know why anyone of you guys dont want me to call jon seeing that i always have fun stories afterwards.

sade

it's sade's fault...for making me call him. damn her.

dribble

Riddle me this. If i hate talking to him so much, why did I just call him?

Details of the last conversation is a bit hazy...something to the affect of him never wanting to meet my friends because he's embarrassed by whatever he thinks i tell you guys ..how he wants to get together, ...umm...how the economy sucks..umm... how he thinks im a "good-hearted person"..umm.. i dunno. same ole shit. different day.

so really, why did i call him? to prove to myself that im not crazy bothered by his existence anymore? that i can make a spontaneous call without prepping or getting insanely nervous? that i can leave a message without trying to sound sexy or exuberant? i left him a message like i leave all you guys. pretty mundane, short to the point, and a little muffled with unenunciated words. ta-da!

new computer

it's time to get a new computer. any suggestions? mac?.....dell AGAIN?....what else?...

old man river

i feel horrible and depressed two hours after talking with old man. no longer happy for days on end until i hear from him. just dead inside. i get happy when i think about the possibilities of meeting a new hot man-boy. what does this all mean?

my mom

my mom is da shit! she sent me dvds in cantonese so i can relearn mi cantonese!