i hate the wind i hate the cold i hate air conditioning
i love soy sauce, cute boys, and pungent nice smells.
i miss my mom and dad.
i hate feeling pain from the bike accident.

i'm scared as shit to see my first real client tomorrow. what the hell am i going to say? i have the same problems as he does so how the hell am i going to help him? AHHHH!!!

on a lighter note, i have 15 tabs of good ole xanax. wooo. never taken it before but hey, there's a first time for everything.

i've decided that the bay area chill/wind is terrible and my body is not made for norcal breeze. i dont like it here and i will admit it. however, i hate nc humidity too. BLAH! maybe there are drugs made for people with sensitive weather patterns. i shall blame my mother's genetics and the aging process for this one.

i'm totally turning schizophrenic.