Day 3:
Okay, today i'm feeling tired and weak. my sleeping is okay so i'm happy about that. i had to do a salt water flush this morning which is water with salt..and it's soooo freaking disgusting. ugh.

i am waiting for the cleansing process. i think i'm already clean. we shall see.

i'm not hungry, but i want food. my stomach doesn't growl. it's funny. hahahah even though i'm only drinking liquids it doesn't hurt, which is quite different then when i skipped meals, but still ate solid food. hmm..

i gotta make it through today because the first three days are the hardest. how am i goin to make it to june 30th?!?!!

i just have to imagine looking slim for the wedding because there is no way in hell i am looking fat in those pics. dear jesus. 21 more dayyssssssssssss. dear jesus.

yes totally tired because i ran a couple of miles today at the beach.

Day Two:
I had the best sleep Ive had in about two weeks last night. I didn't wake up randomly nor did i have to watch tv. It was great. I feel relaxed and ready to do my homework. I still want to sleep more probably to catch up on the shitty sleep I had been experiencing. Anyway time to drink some damnable salt water. Let's see if some movements come about.

drinking laxative tea. hopefully this will turn out okay in the morniiinnnnnggggg

Day One:

Started off with a bad morning. Only water until I was able to go to the store and squeeze some lemons. Staving off the maple syrup until tomorrow when I don't feel so fat. I'm supposed to drink six ten ounces of water mixed with two tablespoons of fresh lemon juice and two tablespoons of organic grade B maple syrup, with a dash of cayenne. crap, i forgot to get cayenne pepper. damn day one is sucking. plus i'm supposed to have a huge jug of salt water to clean my body and laxative type hot tea in the morning. well, let's just say day one was a trial run.

i am meeting my best friend in the city for drinks tonight so it will probably be water and lemon drink. i will be back later to update on my cleansing.

met a very cute boy at the bookstore. thought it would never happen. well by met, i mean chatted with, but didn't get digits etc. hahahah

anyway, i have never had this type of sleep trouble in my life. i haven't had a full nights sleep in about two weeks. mind you, when i was working i slept like a log every night from 10pm to 6am. now i sleep about 35 minutes and then lay there playing games on the cell phone.

i'm dong master cleanse starting friday. i will make a log of the 40 day liquid fastation. yahoo!

gettin really depressed staying in for the past two weekends. one more imprisoned weekend until freedom. sanity must stay for another 8 days.