this dissertation is kicking me in the bungholio.

as long as everyone is on board with the person leaving the apartment, there's not penalty for leaving early. yea she has definite issues. definite issues. they may work themselves out, and they may not. i dunno.

she took it pretty harshly because she's used to being rejected and she's built a wall of defenses. i don't want to be her therapist or show her that it's okay to accept kindness and hospitality from others. she has definite issues and i think she needs a therapist. either that, or i get out.

she is extremely immature in her interpersonal relations and she has a hard time communicating. she can express herself through words better than she does with humans. and she comes across more nice and normal on words so i think there's some missed connections between her brain and her mouth. who knows.