guess who went to the symphony all by her grown-up self last night. yep. me!!! you knows it. :P

all i see are girls. it's disgusting. i have chosen to ignore them as well.

this is the most lonely and miserable experiments of my life!!!!!!!!!!!! i am soo bored so unexcited, so unstimulated. omg. maybe this is what they call an addiction. nobody likes rehab for the first two weeks and then they find happiness once they are off of the drug. lord. i want to escape this. i don't know if three days of misery is worth the outcome because who the f knows what will be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH it's 830. i'm going to bed.

so i'm going to let go of the fashion life i led between the years of 2005 and 2008. grad school sucked the life, fashion sense, and every particle of happiness i had ever known. now that i have my senses back, i shall move onward and upward.

Everywhere I go, I see the same old hoes...bc I can't look at guys. It's sooo boring. On the flipside, I'm getting work done, phone calls made, noticing architecture, and talking to females.

i'm in total withdrawal. this is insane. this is almost like how i felt with the lemonaid diet or cutting out carbs. this sir, is insane. let's just hope i don't go INSANE after the detox and sleep with like fifty million men. on the positive side, when i cut out cheese and dessert after dinner, i stopped craving it so much and headed for fruit. we shall see how this pans out.

i have taken to listening to classic rock and dazed and confused soundtrack. no katy perry or leona lewis for the next seven days.

why are these girls falling on their butt? miss america..put some stickypads on the bottom of da shoe!

this apple i just ate tasted like a pear. maybe it was a cross-bread.

okay
so ive read like seven dating books in the last three days. this lats book says that i have to go on a man detox for a week. so no thinking, talking, looking, reminiscing, reflecting, chatting, drinking with anything that has anything to do with a male. okay this is going to be weird. the first undertaking even of my life. this is harder than going on my lemonade detox for 10days. holy shit. i'm starting it tomorrow morning. hahahaha

UGH! stupid whore bitch of an internship counselor. i don't need her to dash my hopes and dreams for getting an internship in ny. what a whore!!!!!