I am totally sad tonight. I texted boy tonight to see if he wanted to hang out and he texted back many hours later, "Not 2nite sweetie. Miss you though.." OKay. What the fuck? One turn-down is okay. Two in one week is not okay. Fine. It's dunzo.

I feel like a total ass because I put myself out there twice. Usually, I do it once and then if there is not bite, then I reel it back and go home.

Maybe I shouldn't have hookedu up with him so soon. Maybe I shouldn't have told him I thought he was cute. I should have told him he was a directionless Californian and that he will never get anywhere in life being a big freaking pothead.

I dont like feeling sad or rejected. I am taking this harshly because he is my first Californian boy and he is a tard. If I can't even keep a tard around, how will I keep a normal person around? Ugh. I don't like tearing myself down so I am going to stop.

So boy is a tard. And that is all. :P

I just went to get my laundry and there was a nice little note attached to the washer: "Jackass. Don't do laundry after 9pm. Read the Struz-Levette manual." Hmm, Okay I agree 1030pm is a little late to do laundry. I thought the deadline was 10pm. Calling me a "jackass" is taking it a bit too far. This person was obviously crabby and was not happy to hear the shakings of the washer, thus, having to go to the extremes of labeling a stranger a type of four-legged animal. I think a nicer letter would have been appropriate. Now, if I really was a jackass, I would knock on one of their doors (don't know which guy put the note there) and then punch him in his face. However, I am a lovely person, so the next time I run into the person who left me a such a wonderful note I will give him a hug then follow the hug with a knee kick into his groin. YEA!

So this dumbass lady came into the store today to pick up shoes that were transfered from a different store. The clerk at the San Fran store sent the mens version of the running shoe instead of the womens. Now, the lady, let's call her Holli, went ballistic. I first helped her last week to get the shoes transfered and she copped this huge attitude. She complained that the shoes that she always wants are never in stock. I nicely explained that they are not as popular, but our other store carried them. She, with an attitude, said she would wait for the transfer.

Holli came to pick up her damn shoes tonight and when I apologized for having th wrong shoe, stated quite loudly, "THAT IS SO ANNOYING!" I told her the right pair will come on Friday. She turned to her boyfriend and whined/shouted, "I DONT WANT TO WAIT!" She then proceeded to run out of the store to continue with her hissyfit. Seriously, she went outside to cry or shout for being frustrated for having to wait for her shoes. People, this lady was about 28 probably hitting 30 and she was throwing the biggest tantrum. I have never witnessed such bitchiness or attitude in my life from a customer. We are a mom and pop running store. Not footlocker. We ain't going to carry every shoe in every size and people buy shit during the day so we're not going to be 100% stocked.

The boyfriend of this bitch had to tell us to hold on while he went outside to calm her down. I say it's her bad luck she never gets her shoes on time because she's such a bitch. Seriously. She rolled her eyes about three times, uttered several sighs, and bitched, "I DON"T WANT TO WAIT" about thrice.

At first I felt bad for the cute boyfriend, but then I'm thinking, this dude is a grownass man. He can leave that whiney stupid whore. Also, he's feeding into her whinyness by chasing after her to calm down and then speaking for her because she's too childish to talk to the employees after she gets pissed. Furthermore, she talked to him like he was five, "Are you sure you want that color? You should try it on first. You won't like it on your foot. Are you sure?" The entire time she rolled her dumb little eyes. Wow. Bitch!

i'm so sad that he may or may not love me. ugh. i hate this game. or do i love it???

How the hell am I supposed to take the text, "I would sexy lady, but I'm about to pass out." Now, i texted him, "Wanna hang for a lil bit 2nite?"

First, the boy has insomnia. How is he going to pass out if he can't sleep like a normal person. Second, what normal guy turns down a bootycall on a Monday night? If anything, he should be glad that I want to hang out with him. He should also be ecstatic that I want to make some sweet lovin with him and he should be thrilled that he has the opportunity to relieve stress after a long hard day at work. That stupid bastard would rather "sleep" than cash in on this booty chip. Well to hell with him.

On another note, short boy from school who is wicked cute is still dealing with exgirlfriend with cancer. I, apparently, am the last thing on his mind, which is understandable. What isn't understandable is why did he date a 19 year old girl in the first place? Ugh. Currently, he is dead to me more than my dead hamster.

Cameron is pushing pothead coworker because he doesn't shave his legs or breakdances on the weekend. Korey thinks pothead is a freakshow because he still lives at home and has little direction. Krystal hates pothead because I'm getting booty and she still has trash piled up high.

after much requests (two), ive decided to write more on the blog and less on myspace and facebook. I do have a lot more stories now that Ive been hanging out with my co-worker and going to the bars at night. i shall post more later.