omg. i just worked with exlovercoworker and that was the most emotionally exhausting shit in the world. i had to pretend everything was gravy and that i didn't 'like him like that anymore and that we should just be friends. of course, he continues to pick on me like a second grader and say stupid shit to try to get me mad. i pretend he doesn't say stupid shit and treat him like a regular guy. dear jesus. six hours of that is as hard as running like ten miles in the rain.

now i get to go to party with my classmate and pretend i dont like him while he flirts with other girls. today is awesome!

okay. yall want to know something? i really don't think i'm smart. i believe i am of average intelligence. yep. :X i have gre scores to prove it..that and sat scores.

secure attachment is how an individual reacts to another when there is separation (physical or emotional). if one is secure, the individual will openly accept the person when he/she returns and be okay when he/she leaves.

i think the probability of individuals out there with secure attachment is low. i'm goin to create a survey for potential suitors. it will assess attachment internal models and fears/desires. it will save me about four months of dating.

ive decided to stay celibate until i am married or engaged. hahahah for serious. thank you.