green shorts guy

he's switching it up! he wore black shorts yesterday and a pasty gray shirt. i walked by him and didn't even realize it. he is mighty tall when i get brave enough to rub elbows with him. i even think he's cut his hair, again!

i will try to post a pic of him soon. wow. i have become THAT guy. sneaking pics of attractive people at the gym.

i think he has insecurities about his legs. most white men have chicken leg syndrome. he does the squat press like 80% of the time when I'm checking him out, which is 95% of how i spend my time there.

also, when he's not there, i imagine that he is so i can work out better. when he is there, i get so nervous that i have to imagine that he's NOT there. it's all sorts of stupid thinking.

the schedule

my day is separated by eating times.

wake up for breakfast, do work until lunch, work until gym, so i can eat after the gym. food is the main goal of the day.

i feel like that is a lame way to live.

AHHHH

im dying. vomiting and poopy. AHHHHHHHHHHH