why is my boy life always a mess? i need to get my shit straight. :P i met a nice guy 2nite....he likes music and is a server and went to school with one of my classmates. he's "not my type," which at this moment is a good thing. BLAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want to cry because my classmate is unavailable. and i am trying to get over him. ugh. fucker. why he had to talk to me about feelings a couple of months ago and why he tell me he likes me and why did he have to know that i liked him. he's a piece of shit.

i'm back on the caffeine bandwagon to get me through this quarter and to suppress my appetite as i try to get my weight back down.

i am going to try online dating. this is going to be a freakshow!

omg. i just weighed myself and i am going to throw up, curl into a ball, and die.