One day I'm goin to kick my dog so bad that I will shatter a rib or something and that would be a bad day, not because I injured my dog, but because I will be known as an animal abuser.

Now, I went to the store today to buy batteries for my bike light and bought two packs of C batteries because they were on sale for $2.99, not to mention, they are required to run lil Jackie. I am reenstating his employment status seeing that I definitely need him to stabilize my mood.

The vending machine peanuts will be replaced by jars of WholeFoods/Wellspring 365 brand salted crunchy peanut butter spread. Yum. I could survive off of that if I could.

Now, for my issues. So, I previously mentioned the classmate with whom I am friends, short italian. However, after several attempts to hang out with him without him giving me shit about my food, homework habits, clothing, attitude, computer nerdiness, dancing, etc, he has failed at letting shit be. I have this aversion to him like I used to have with the boys I dated. The issue at hand is that he isn't a boy I am dating, he is supposed to be a new friend in California. Maybe he just isn't a good person with whom to be friends. Maybe I'm irritable and easily annoyed by stupid comments or maybe his 'ball-busting' is actually that severe to warrant a non-friendship. Who knows, but it's really weird to ignore someone who wants to be friends and not in my pants.

Second issue for the moment, to get a job for three weeks before returning home or to sit on my ass, explore California and enjoy life before going home? I choose the latter, but will the guilt of not making money for three weeks be too harsh? I mean, it's not I'm not trying to find a job, but it's hard for people to hire me for three weeks and be gone for the Xmas and New Years. Maybe I should take it as an omen to let myself be free of obligations and to trek the man-made trails of California, with bathrooms and trash cans strategically placed.

You know, even though I complain about studying all the time, I really do enjoy learning. It gives me a sense of satisfaction knowing that I have a firm grasp on my "craft." hahaha I sound like an actress who thinks way too highly of herself, say, Sharon Stone. She sucks.

Most of yall know I have food issues, but if I were to live on an island and I could bring only certain foods I would take along cheese, cereal with soy milk, peanut butter and strawberry jam sandwhiches on low carb bread, and salad. :P And that's all I go to say today.

OMG My life is so boring because all I've been doing is studying so in order to feel like i have a life, ive been rereading my blogposts from this spring :X.

I am thoroughly ashamed for liking the new ashlee simpson song. Do I need to cut off an ear or something? I thought I heard in some countries, they publicly punish people for listening to shit music. Hide me! My new name is Anne.

joey pants is such a good actor. i hate him in everything he does because he's just that good. usually, i hate the person for being a celebrity lush, but for him, it's because he's good at his 'craft.'

Morpheus is all about some philosophical one-liners. He is so wise. So big, wise, and black.

dont know why i can't concentrate today. all i want to do is eat the entire buffet at golden corall, except they dont have buffets in california. evidently, californians have this thing called self-regulation and they know when to stop eating food. additionally, californias eat only healthy food and salad and they don't know the meaning of diet crap food. i, on the other hand, subsist on salads, diet food, and sald bars.

oh my gosh. i dont want to study............aahhhhhhhhhhhh

i'm wearing a matching outfit and have on makeup and i'm at the medical library. im looking for a sex partner today.

1.5 weeks. 1.5 more weeks! Hallelujah!

I am crankymcfuckinggee, but what's new right?