i have sooo much anger and hate towards the third roommate i don't even know what to do about it. i need jesus's help because this much resentment, spite, anger, and hate is not healthy. mind you, it's being displaced on other people, cameron, dreamlover, clients, etc. and i don't know whether i'm mad at dreamlover and taking it out on roommate or it's both. i need a therapist. maybe i should start talking to a mirror.

wow. everyone is being super harsh about this. i didn't do it and everyone told me that i didn't wnat to do it in the first place so why bother. EVEN MY DAD CALLED ME OUT! he goes, "you dont want to break up with him. you just want feedback."

DAMN DAD!!! You could have lied. SHIYET.

I am goin to call dreamlover today and break it off for real. will i have the guts? will i do it? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! i don't think i can :(

I don't like smelly people. they are annoying and gross.