it feels like a saturday.

God. I started watching Days of Our Lives when I was in the 7th grade ....10 years later the same people are on it and i can still follow the story. Not much has changed. Soap operas are slower than a meat eater on the toilet who has never eaten anything fibrous in his life.

I learned how to binge and purge thanks to Sammy on Days. COOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

fuck. i keep havin dreams people are killing me. my dreams used to be fun bc they were based on every day simple activities like shopping and schooling.

now it's about PEOPLE KILLING ME. tonight it was about me gettin cancer and having a biopsy while people were trying to kidnap and murder me. it is really horrible sleeping. i've had a total of 3 hours of sleep in the past three days. it's awesome.

i dont like being scared when i close my eyes.

maybe i should cease the sopranos, prison break, and 24-esque watching.

i still dont want to be in this wedding. feelings have not changed. too bad. leaving in a few days for the best state in the world. :X god i'm totally dreading it. seriously. who the hell wants to go to OHIO of all places. it would be a billion times better if it was in NC. that way i get to see my friends and family instead of the great state of OHIO.

omg. wentworth is supposedly. gay. NO. NOOOOOOOOOOOO
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

just my luck. me and gay guys. ugh.