maybe wentworth will pull me out of this. shiyyeettt

d to the e to the p to the r to the e, s, s, e, d.

i'm officially fat again. this is fucking ridiculous. fuck this. i'm pissed. no more living. more dieting. ugh. i hate this.

i am happy to report that i'm doing well making myself happy in as many ways as i can. um... i'm changing the color pattern in my apartment. i really want things to work out with some gentlemen ive met as of late. um i'm going to the therapist tomorrow. and i want my hands not to feel fat. that is all. spank you. wittiness returns tomorrow when i feel rested and awake!

derek=classmate. hahahah now i'm hooked on grey's for it's stupid female stereotypical emotional turmoils. OHHHHH how common i have become!!!!!